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November 2001 Fiction Work Of The Month

Frankie's Folly
By Malyssa Woodward
Fiction 004

  Time had no meaning, and it was all Frankie had left. Time to gaze across the empty Nebraska landscape; time to think about what she'd done. The blue Chevy sat where she'd left it - three miles behind her with a gas tank as dry as the corn stalks flanking the deserted highway where she sat. She mopped the sweat from her face with the rumpled Mr. Donut apron, and the sight of it turned her stomach. Surely she'd be fired. She had fully intended to return to her part time job there after picking up the car, but something had tugged at her that day at Sully's Auto Repair. The wind had dared her to follow, and without looking back, she did.

Where it led her was the middle of Nebraska in the dead of a torturous Indian Summer, penniless, alone, stuck. But it had been so fun at first! Whizzing through the Wisconsin countryside past the only life she'd known in her seventeen years, speeding toward no place in particular. The last four days were a fantastic blur of freedom and the thrill of the unknown, but just as suddenly as it had begun, the adventure was over. Frankie, for the first time in her life, had no idea where she was headed.

Wrapped tightly in her memories, she didn't hear the farmer's old pickup squeal to a halt in front of her.

"That your car back there on the road?" The old man yelled over the rattle of the tired engine and Frankie was jolted back to the present.

"Yeah, that's mine. Ran out of gas." Frankie rose to her feet, dusting her jeans with the damp apron.

"Well, you sure picked the wrong way to walk for gas, darlin'. Nearest town's back the other way about five miles." His eyes danced when he said it and Frankie's cheeks flushed with anger.

"I know that. I came through there already and I'm not interested in going back. Anyway, I don't have any money for gas."

"So what are you planning to do, young lady? You got family around here, or were you just countin' on your own skinny legs and the kindness of strangers to get you where you're goin'?"

Frankie didn't answer. Everyone she'd ever known was worlds behind her in Wisconsin, and after what she'd done, it wouldn't surprise her if they never wanted her back. Frustration and exhaustion finally got the best of her, and she sobbed into the apron.

The farmer let her collect herself, and when he spoke again his tone was mild. "Well, I can help you get back on the road, darlin'. Hop on in here."

Humiliated, Frankie dried her tears, staring past the pickup to the empty highway.

"You won't see nobody else come by here for awhile, I can guarantee you that. At least nobody likely to lend you a hand." He patted the torn vinyl seat next to him, beckoning Frankie with a friendly nod. She climbed grudgingly into the cab and slammed the door, her eyes fixed on the apron strings she twisted between her fingers. The farmer made a slow u-turn and headed back toward the Chevy.

"Name's Edgar. Edgar Johnson. You got a name?" The farmer took a long drag on his pipe. The smell reminded Frankie of her grandfather's den and she began to relax.

"Frankie. Just Frankie." She studied his whiskered face. He even looked like Grandpa Vic, sitting there in his overalls and cap, smoking his pipe.

"Frank? What kind of name is that for a girl?"

"Frankie. It's short for Francesca." She paused, her embarrassment fading. "My mother is part Italian and thought it sounded romantic. I think it sounds too stuck up. Frankie suits me much better."

"Francesca." Edgar repeated, glancing at Frankie with a smile. "I think it suits you just fine. Pretty name for a pretty girl." Frankie blushed in spite of herself.

"Long way from home, aren't you, Miss Francesca?"

"I'm taking a little vacation." Frankie kept her eyes on the cornfields, avoiding Edgar's suspicious gaze.

"Little early in the school year for a vacation, isn't it? You a drop-out?"

"No, I'm no dropout," she answered. "I'm going to Brown next year." To her surprise, she couldn't disguise the pride in her voice. She'd dreamed of going to Brown since the 8th grade when Sarah Melvin's sister had come home with fascinating stories about her life on the East Coast. Frankie knew her grades were good enough - always had been - but when the acceptance letter had come last week along with a scholarship award, her stomach had flip-flopped with terror rather than elation. Some part of her hoped they would reject her and she'd have to attend a school close to family and friends. Of course she couldn't refuse a scholarship - her parents were so proud! Their perfect child: the cheerleader, student body vice president, musician, tutor, was really on her way.

Edgar cleared his throat with a cough. "Seems to me a girl like yourself should be in school then, keeping her standing. Your folks know you're on this 'vacation'?" He spoke slowly and kept his eyes on the road. He knew the answer and there was no sense lying to him.

"Not exactly." Frankie clenched her fists, waiting for the harsh words she was sure would follow. But Edgar was silent. He took a few last puffs of his pipe and tapped the remaining residue into the brimming ashtray.

"Well, then," he sighed as they rolled to a stop across the highway from the Chevy. He killed the engine and headed to the back of the pickup, where he fished a gas can out from under a dirty tarp. Frankie followed numbly, watching as he carefully filled her tank and checked the oil. Without a word he dug a grubby hand deep into the back pocket of his overalls, pulling out two twenty dollar bills. He crumpled them into Frankie's hand.

"You'll do the right thing, Francesca," he said softly, his faded blue eyes fixed on hers. He patted her hand, scooped up the gas can and was gone.

The sputtering of the pickup evaporated into the thick September air and Frankie was left again in silence. A few breaths later she was back in the Chevy, whizzing through the Nebraska countryside, speeding toward everything familiar.

Copyright ©2001 Malyssa Woodward.  All Rights Reserved


November 2001 Poem Of the Month

Take Me
By Kim Smith
Poetry 1043

Take me, Moon,
to Aztec fields.
Brown bodies cast
pale against the earth.
Backs arched in
eternal dance.

Take me, Moon,
to Parisian streets.
Desperate love slips
toward madness.
Sunflowers weeping
pastel tears.

Take me, Moon,
to German camps.
Lilting rhyme of
children's play.
Soft, clear voices
whispering in the darkness.

Take me, Moon,
to the places you have lived,
That I may sit, barefoot,
and breathe what you have seen.

Copyright ©2001 Kim Smith.  All Rights Reserved

 

November 2001 Poem Of The Month

Ceasefire
By W. Shaw
Poetry 103

They promised us the moon
And it was the moon they gave us
Barren, grey and lifeless,
Its light a cruel illusion,
And just beyond our vision
The dark side of the deal --
A dance with the devil
Through no-man's land.

Copyright ©2001 W. Shaw.  All Rights Reserved

 

November 2001 Nonfiction Best Of Group

Not Our Fault
By Kim Smith
Nonfiction 402

NORTH & SOUTH ESK REGIONAL PUBLIC SCHOOL
SUNNY CORNER, NEW BRUNSWICK
DECEMBER 19, 1974

Dear Mrs. Mullin

Kimmy has done very well this term. She is still very chatty in class, but overall, her attitude has improved since September. If she could get organized, I'm sure she'll have a very successful year.

Thank You
Mrs. Chambers

Over 25 years have passed since my fourth grade teacher wrote that note. As I recall, I passed, but calling it a successful year would be pushing it.

Things haven't changed much.

I wonder, now that I'm forced to really examine this fatal character flaw, if organizational skills are learned and developed or if they are an inherited defect handed down through the generations. A genetic anomaly, if you will.

I'm not sure when my Mom gave in and went with this deficiency. It might have been along about the time she had the twins. At the time, my oldest brother was three. My next oldest brother was two. I was just over a year and, by all accounts, already showing the signs of blossoming into a complete holy-terror. It's been rumoured that, when my Mom got pregnant, she was heard to say that one more wouldn't break her. I beg to differ.

The twin boys were the straw that broke the camel's back. One of my earliest memories is finding them sleeping in a car-board box near the wood stove. Delighted, I asked my Mom if we were going to use them for fire wood. Now, I understand she had been cleaning and chasing preschoolers all morning, but her response still mystifies me to this day.

"Yes, Kimmy, but wash you're hands first."

By the time I was eight or nine, things had gone from bad to worse. My mom made endless lists, but could never find them. She baked cookies, but never remembered to get them out. She made cupcakes for my 5th grade Valentines day party and sent them with my brother Rick. He ate them behind the school at first recess.

I remember waiting for the bus for hours one morning until, finally, a neighbour stopped and told us to go in the house because it was Saturday. I remember waking up one spring morning to see the bus driving by my house. My mom yelled up the stairs for us to get up and then, when we got down stairs, blinking and disoriented, she yelled at us for thinking it was Sunday.

Don't even get me started on the state of the house.

One cold January morning when I was eleven, I ventured the theory that the problem at our home was the twins. Not only was I subjected to two older brothers and two younger brothers, there were too many kids and they had used poor planning. My Mom countered that the problem was really poor rhythm and that I should talk to my father. It took me years to figure that one out.

I made it through childhood and eventually moved to southern Ontario. I thought, being the optimistic sort, that I could escape the disorganization of my youth and start fresh. But, as my old boss used to say, the more things change, the more they remain very much the same.

I don't have five children, thank goodness. I can't keep track of two. My house is not a complete mess, but there are times when I realize I can't find the kitchen table and I have to play catch up. I'm totally behind on everything. Late, incomplete or just plain lost; that's the status of almost every project I've started. My daughters have been forgotten at work, forgotten at school, forgotten at church and, on one memorable occasion, forgotten in bed.

My youngest daughter challenged me on this a short while ago and, since I couldn't use the rhythm excuse, I told her it was her grandmother's fault. It's the disorganized chromosome. I'm not so sure she bought it. She's been to her Uncle's houses in New Brunswick. Smiling children wearing matching socks. Organized homes. Schedules taped proudly to refrigerators. When she questioned these facts, I told her it was a 'female' gene and their uncles escaped it. Either that or their wives were exhausted.

She didn't challenge me further. She just handed me her report card.

WATERFORD DISTRICT HIGH SCHOOL
WATERFORD, ONTARIO
NOVEMBER 25, 2001

Ms. Smith

Melissa is doing very well this semester. She seems to comprehend the theories presented and participates willingly in class. Timely completion of homework assignments and organizational skills need improvement.

Mr. Malcolm

I wonder if there isn't some sort self-help group I could put her in. It's not her fault. It's my mom's.

Copyright ©2001 Kim Smith.  All Rights Reserved

 

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